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From: Mark Boersma <mboersma5@gmail.com>
Date: Tue, Dec 7, 2021 at 6:33 AM
Subject: As a friend Paul ... not sure if I should be hurt or ticked with you?
To: Paul
As a friend Paul ... not sure if I should be hurt or ticked with you?
I'm honestly not sure if it's good to have social autism or bad?
I'm curious, Paul ...
Do you have any other friends besides me Paul?
Have any of your other friends asked you the following questions?
Can one be a friend with someone else who is a far lower dimension than you are?
Do you even realize what friendship is?
Do you think you are a controlling, selfish and self-centered friend?
Do you think that you seek to punish your friends when they ask you questions?
Do you realize that "just blacking out" is not only selfish but also weak and not being a good friend?
Do you realize how selfish you are when you come in and leave the friendship as you see fit for your own benefit without consideration / or even a conversation with your "friend?"
Do you realize that as a friend you really aren't a very good friend Paul?
Do you even care what your friends think about you?
Do you even consider what your friends say / think / feel?
Hmmm ... I wonder Paul ... if I'm not a good friend as I let pretty much all my friends do to me what you are doing and never even call them out on it.
Hmmm ... I need a better system for finding friends and a far better system for building true friendship ... not something that you and I have ... and honestly I would say most of my friends are just like you are.
But you know ... I'm not sure that others have the bandwidth or the capabilities to be a friend to me like I am to them?
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Sincerely,
Mark Boersma